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Hypocrisy
Continue to the storySometimes I’m embarrassed to believe in God. I know God exists. I know God does not judge. I know that by calling those who believe in God who do judge hypocrites, that I am being judgmental and hypocritical. But do they recognize the quality in themselves? I’ve emailed churches to ask for help with sex worker services in Surrey and had my emails ignored. I’ve gone to church alongside adulterers who are “holier than thou,” as they say.